10-12-07

I am starting from scratch. I am deleting my old blogs, I am no longer depressed or sad, nothing. I am done living like this. This blog will be my first one that is refreshed and new. :]
Because I changed, I am a new young woman. No, I have not met a new guy, let alone any guy that I like. No guy here fits my goals and priorities, yet. Haha. But I am in the market and looking in the market. And, also, I am not looking for any internet relationships; I am just telling you to warn you, but you probably already knew that. I am writing on here to get my feelings and thoughts out. If I write in a journal, people that I know might be able to see it. But on here, I know they can too, but it is not that easy. They do not know I blog in the first place. I like it like that too. My friends know about me, but I hate when they get all up in my business and stuff. I just want to scream sometimes!! Ugh.
So yeah, I am better now. Some of it, well most of it is from Amanda. She is my new best friend, she is amazing. I met her this summer and we roomed together on a retreat we went to at Anderson University. My new is cool, I feel so much better. Like it is a feeling I can't explain; a great feeling too. Church is going pretty good too. I have a new youth pastor now. He is from my old church down in Kentucky. His name is Justin, he is newly married and young, but he is doing a great job so far. He is already changing our youth group, we are uniting slowly but it is going well. The students know we need to change but they will not work hard enough at it. They will not give enough effort. That really upsets me, I do not always want to try really, really hard but they do not give a care what so ever.
Tomorrow is a lovely Saturday. I am gonna sleep in forever and then going to a concert (Jon McLaughlin) with Amanda. It better be good too. I have been looking forward to it since about three months ago. I have Driver's Ed. on Sunday after church, then I have my youth group service after that. Late, but it's nice. It is a little change, Wednesday to Sunday, all in all people like it. I like it. Plus it shouldn't matter when we have church, just that we have it.