2-17-08

So, happy new year!!!  :]

If I have even written this year, I don't know. 

But what I do know is that I am starting out fresh, well sorta.

Ha, ha. I am trying. we will out it that way. 

I still have the same friends & everything but emotionally.

I am going to get my relationship with Jesus back on track & etc.

So, I have been doing well. I officially wish some boys totally didn't exist.

I just can't believe some of them can actually say & act the way they do.

It is rediculous. I am painfully still stuck on a guy that I have already dated.

He has lately tried to go for my best friend, but now, he says he is done.

Whatever, my friends say that he only does that to get closer to me.

But he is definitely a player sometimes so I don't know about that.

I might date him again, if possible. But my only fear is getting hurt again.

I was thinking about it the other day & it brought tears to my eyes.

It is so stupid how someone can treat you like that & then you still like them.