1-30-08

So I just got back into class. I got into trouble because I was gone too long & I realized that I hadn't blogged for a while. I have had a lot of stuff going on. Personally, I think a lot of it has been boys. I had this guy, Colton, over to my house & well he left his wallet. Yeah, I am still in trouble. I got my phone back Christmas Eve I think it was. My dad couldn't hold it for long. He was never able to get a hold of me & well he gave up. But he definitely didn't give up on the fact that Colton & I were still sorta together. He doesn't like Colton one bit & I don't like that but at the same time I do. I like Colton but then at the same time, I don't even more. He is SO much different than me & our parents rules' are so different. Mine are better I believe but his mom isn't involved much in his life & his dad basically lets him do whatever he wants. Thats hurts him though, he does stuff that he doesn't realize is stupid or just immature. He doesn't learn anything by this. He doesn't exactly have good morals either. But what do I know? I am the one who let him come over & I am the one who still kinda likes him.
So, lets see, my best friend Tiff is liked by my ex boyfriend, Kyle, who I still haven't gotten over. She wants me to tell her the truth about all this & how I feel about them. But I think maybe this might be a good thing for me because I will get over him. Amanda practically laughed in my face though. Whatever, it isn't a good idea but I want to pretend like it is. I love Kyle a lot & I would do anything to be with him but he won't ever go back to me. He did about a month ago though, I turned him down because I was with Colton. I sorta regret that now. Surprisingly, my dad likes Kyle more than Colton.